08-23-05,I am off to Barnes & Nobles to subject my poetry on some more unsuspecting folks tonight !
I am getting rather brave in my old age....
I am listening to all my favorite artists , trying to mentally gear up .
I don't want to flub it .
I lost some steam on my middle poem last time.
* random thoughts about the utter idiocy of my subjects , and style ran through my mind like a freight train for a few moments making me lose my line & nerve *
I do know that I cannot read anything related to Tom.
I still lose it .
One day I want to be able to read something I have written about him out loud and not fall to bits.
