09-27-04,I got really mad at my Ma ( she was in her demanding diva mode all yesterday), and well, wound up yelling " Leave me the F***king H*ll alone and ran upstairs with my plate of dinner I had spent 3 hours cooking.
She had gotten on my very last nerve at that moment .
I know there are some us here that no longer have Moms.
All of us have different situations though, so I felt I needed to let this out.
I don't curse openly very much.
I feel that it has it's place in my life only under extreme duress.
That was one of those extreme moments.
I didn't even get taken to task for it.
I have only said the "F' word 2 other times in my parents presence over the past 25 years.
Oddly enough my Mom has always been the one to provoke it out of me !
Anyway, I had to come downstairs and make light of it this morning - that was hard.
Then my Mom said:
" I remember Tom said you cursed like a sailor".
He just never told her exactly when I would curse .
