07-25-04,She's a smart, independent, entrepreneurial woman- but I think she's jealous of our position in this house.
She's not top dog here.
I am not either though.
I try to work with everyone.
I am known as the "peacemaker".
Some people call that "Doormat".....
I try to make it all work somehow.
I didn't shed a tear for Tom on July 14th- but after the big blowup we had I cried from sheer anger and frustration.
It's very complicated because my parents have a rocky relationship as well.
So that's a problem too.
We are paying our way and more.
We are the scapegoats for everything that's wrong with her life right now it seems.
I don't know what the solution is- she lives part of the time in Germany in her house that has become a cluttered mess with much needed repairs that she needs help to sort out.
I am not sure how we are going to deal with all this.
Steff's signed up for more classes this semester and I may be going with her once a week.
Mama goes back for a few months in October .
