07-25-04,I have often wondered how I will eventually fit in a new love into my life , when the previous one has taken up permananent residence in my heart and still influences so many of my choices.
I am trying to realize that I am not just the sum of Tom's life with me, there is more to me and this life I have is not over by a long shot.
I mourn him, and yet I long for another initmate connection that will fill out some of those empty corners of my life.