06-05-04,I am adjusting to this life that I must search new meaning in.
I looked in the mirror today and thought" This is all crap".
That's my period talking though.
1 week before I feel more intense than the rest of the month.
I am still wondering how this predicament came to be, but fully aware that he's gone and I am still here.
Being alone is dang hard.
I miss my partner.
But my choices were taken away that afternoon nearly 2 years ago.
I am not even sure if I'll see him after my own death.
As he was in our life, he no longer is.
