01-30-04,I called the FBI Monday .
The case is in the doldrums.
No new evidence , but he did let some things out I hadn't heard before.
They got pulled off his case for another murder. A federal prosecutor- named Luna.
They are just now getting back to Tom.
Prime suspect still works there. His motive is the strongest.
No one recalls anything particular that day with him though.
No DNA points to anyone specific. Fiber from gloves commonly passed out
there found on murder weapon.
That bastard took a 15 inch dull knife inside a box of trash into Tom's
office- surprised him, got him in the heart first -continued stabbing to
make sure he was good and dead then after closing the door
and walking away .
Surprise would be the only element that would catch my 6'2 230 lb husband
off guard .He would fight.
There were no signs of a struggle.
Tom died around 4:30 PM but wasn't found until almost 2 hours later.
Just before I started to call looking for him.
I regurgitate these facts now and don't really feel the pain like I did the
first few months.
But I do feel some anger for the idea that this person did some planning to
make this thing work.
I am relying on the inner strength I am cultivating to live through this
tragedy.
The murderer will pay- I firmly believe his days of freedom are numbered.
He will eventually do something stupid and then he will begin to pay the
price for his actions.
In fact I hope he is already paying a little something now- bad sleep,
nightmares, poor health .
I'll be ok.
I will survive.
