01-30-04,A sad fact it is when we really know - they aren't coming back.Period.
I haven't had a dream about him in months.
The first 6 months after he died , he ran through my waking and sleeping mind for what seemed like 24-7.
I have accepted and acknowledged his physical death in my life.
It is troublesome to realize how he is slowly escaping my regular thought processes.
I feel almost like an addict ( or how I imagine it is )
who is still in the throws of withdrawal, but is getting closer to "sobriety".
I will never forget him.
He will always be nestled inside my heart.
I believe the heavy mourning has passed now.
