12-28-03,That's what this is all about-
recreating ourselves.
Not forgetting who brought us to this point , but honoring them in some internal fashion that we can live with everyday.
At first I fought so hard against this change of life plans .
Then I thought, yes I miss him ,and the way he died is so awful.
I am still here though and I must forge into the present and future.
I cannot live on yesterdays alone.
I refuse to let
this be my excuse to do nothing with the time that is left to me.
How fast did those 21 years go by ?
Wallowing in anger, pain and self-pity will bring me nothing.
I cannot live like that .
I will survive.
