11-19-03,16 Months.
Widowed 16 months .
Alot has changed and alot still will.
One thing hasn't, he's still dead by the blade of a blunt knife held by a man who's getting away with...murder.
((Tom))
He hasn't won, you are still in my heart and you help carry my spirit forward into the present and future.
Achingly I still long for the life that once was ours, but now know that in the in the harsh light of reality that this will never be .
I have lived to see more sunsets and sunrises, our daughter turning 21 and my chapter of you ending with bittersweet destiny guiding the path
I now tread on.
I am slowly reaching destination equilibrium, passing sanity and taking a right at shattered dreams all the while melancholy nips at my heels.
