10-26-03,The Grief Monster comes up from behind and grabs my heart in it's vise -like grip.
Then I begin to question if I'll ever recover, and why did this happen ?
There is no spirtual reasoning that comes forward in my pain riddled pain - just naked anguish and extreme lack of understanding of how this world works.
2 Steps forward and 1 back, then an occasional trip into a ditch- the steps on my grief
path.
