09-28-03,It's impossible.
I never thought Tom would die at the hands of another human being. I knew he
was having diabetic issues, and his own body failing him would have been a
sad death as well- but not as heart wrenching as what happened.
I don't know what would happen to me if something happened to my daughter.
The thought of ever losing her has been a thought I steadfastly push aside
thinking nothing in this world could be crueler than what I have already
experienced.
Surely there can be no more pain here for me on this earth , in this
lifetime ?
I foolishly cling to this thought process.
Again, there are no guarantees of anything in this world .
