08-17-03,Different ideas swarming my head lately.
Possibly writing a kids book about our silly dog with Steff's fine illustrations,
taking classes at San Jac Spring 2004- jewelry, ceramics or something that I can create with my hands.
I finally helped to get my daughter's work shown out here .
I am still nesting, buying furniture and organizing the house.Filling my spaces with color, texture and mood.
Kind of a challenge with my Mom here. Her ideas are different. We can't always make them meld.
Wanting desperately to forge a path for myself through this devastation.
I am so alone sometimes.
I miss him so much still. The raw edges are fading slightly ,although the hollowness within remains.