Friday, May. 16, 2003,After nosing around in other people's diaries , I have decided to make a list about me .
I mainly keep this journal for getting through this intense mourning I am experiencing .
It will be interesting to put things down in black and white.
This means I'll have to cop to my feelings on given subjects that I chose to put out there.
This is for the girl left in me.
The one that's not a widow , or a mother, or the grandmother of a spotty hound dog , or the adult daughter .
Yeah, she's still in there , wondering why bell bottoms are back.
