Tuesday, May. 06, 2003,Listening to Sarah Brightman's "Eden " album and just plain crying . I can feel her music deep in my spirit, bones and flesh.
How sad I am right now.
He was beautiful to me . I knew he was that before he died. He knew how much I loved him.
Living without him is do-able but so very hard.
"I can hear you whispering in the silence of my room , my heart still surrenders like the sun to the moon "- from " Your Last Words to Me"
