Mar. 03, 2003,Monday, -
Made it through surgery, with 6 sedative pills... couldn't be completed as I had too much infection in both teeth. It's very lucky that I went when I did . I could have gotten seriously ill, or even joined him on the other side. As much as I miss him, I still have things I need to accomplish .
Once again, I save myself with my late but ever present intuition.Have to go and finish the job in 8 days.
There is no new news on the crime front. I am so frustrated. When will this part be over ?? When will the deranged people involved with this horrid act be punished ?
I have been living with out him for 8 months. Every minute that passes is a minute farther away from our past.
Why didn't I know this was coming ? I felt this odd energy that surrounded our family in the months preceding this horrible tragedy . Perhaps I wasn't supposed to know the full scale devastation that was about to unfold.
